Wednesday, April 29, 2009

'we weren't meant to be, we just happened'

Sorry for the delay, i meant to blog on monday night but i realized that everyone and their mamas would be blogging about our fantabulous workshop on sunday so i didn't have the urge to blog since it would be the same ol same ol story.. but, i guess im gona put my two cents in and add a little to this blog because some stuff that happened in the past few days really made me want to share.

so, yes, we all already know, sunday was a great workshop for the company. not only did we get to learn from the roots to the top of the tree (jason, pat & shaun) but we were able to see why we don't win first place at competitions because we are more than just winners, we are inspirers. (is that a word, pat?) it seems that after a competition when we dont win, company always gets comments on youtube like 'daaaamn, i didnt know they did all that' or ' wow! ya'all shoulda placed forreal' and everytime i complain to pat about wanting to win or being soo bitter that we didnt win, he always tries to tell me that we don't win babe, we take things to the next level. and this sunday proved it all. How can a group of people from a totally different country come take a workshop and realize this is who we were looking for, this is the style we wanted to do, this is who we have been trying to learn from through youtube 24 hours a day in front of a BUILDING.. none other than shit kings themselves. it made me feel like a 'first place winner' to see such hard workers, such dedicated dancers wanting to learn our style. and on topa that fricken did it waaaay better then MOST of us hahaa! anyways, thats it. thats pat's point. thats our trophy and boy, does it feel good to win it!

on another note, today while laying in bed with pat i was suffocated by his body while trying to move the laptop down from the bunk bed.. i was thinking to myself 'maybe he doesn't wana let go?' or 'maybe he thinks im tryna get out of the chokehole im already in while laying with him'... but, to my surprise i hear this: 'babe, did you feel that?' 'yeah, dude i was like getting the anaconda squeeze' and he goes.. 'i had a dream i was wrestling my wrestling coach and when you moved i was ready to put the moves' LOL... pat has crazy dreams and twitches like no other. even ask drew. when pat would sleep over drew would purposely stay up after pat to see what he would say in his sleep. haha (BTW, pat MADE me put this in my blog.. lol)

anyways, these past few days have been nice with pat. we've been having these crazy conversations and being REAL with each other.. it feels good. he's everything im not, he's everything i need to learn, he's everything i need to find myself in and be comfortable with, i'm everything he's not, i'm everything he needs ot learn... and we weren't meant to be.. we just happened.

4 comments:

  1. trophies don't mean shit...it's how you feel about your team, and the collective feeling of trust & accomplishment. no piece of plastic can ever justify that sort of comraderie, and obviously, you guys have that. so don't be upset if you don't win every competition...there should be more reason to what you do than that. it's beyond placing.

    i literally laughed outloud when i read the part about pat's dream. i'm happy that you guys have such a sincere connection...and i feel you about being everything the other person is not, and having so much to learn from one another. that sort of mutual respect, and open communication you have with the best sort of friends, is the best place for a relationship to grow from. :)

    this is the longest blog comment ever, sorry!

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  2. -we the shit
    -pat is crazy
    -i love you both individually but you are better together.

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  3. Yo. Update fool. Put that new mac to use.
    ps. do you know where my camera is? check your car pls.

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  4. my boyfriend wrestles too!

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